Gosh, I've never felt this confusing before. It felt like, there's alot of feelings wanting to be poured out. Mind mind is full of stuff. This is the first time I'm this confuse/lost/restless/bored/what-so-ever......all those feelings just overwhelmed me. Adding up to the exam pressure, I just can't take it no more. Luckily I got this blog to loosen me up abit. Spitting out some of my current feelings makes me feel better. Phew!
I'm wondering have I stopped growing? I'm 18, yes. But I still wanna grow taller. Maybe it's because of the microwave-cooked food. Dango! So unhealthy! Guess what, when I in Ipoh, I hardly get the chance to get my hands on a McDonald's Burger. When I'm in Subang, GOD their everywhere....u got McD, KFC, Pizza Hut, Burger King, J.Co, Carls Junior, Subway. =.=" . Now I'm hungry. Damn, I can't eat alot lately. I used to eat 'a mountain of rice', yes, A MOUNTAIN. Now, I can't. I'll feel like puking if I do. ARGH!!! What's happening! Can someone give me a proper explanation?
And I hate books. Why did I goto college in the first place. =.=" ARRRRR!!!! Issit really someone can't survive with the 'common' education? I mean, education is just an insurance. But out there, I believe a cert isn't everything.... ya..I know you must be thinking that without a cert you're nothing...yada yada. *sigh* I hate EDUCATION. Education is like a mold, they set a mold and expect people to fit in. If you can't you're useless, and will be kicked out. Dango!
AHHHH!!!!! *slaps kicks punch pinch yells!!!!*
*bloats my face* that's better. Till then....bye~!
-loyz-
2 comments:
Hey Loy, i didn't know you had a personal blog. Cheer up! I know how it feels to be in that position. Lonely and all.. but.. there may be a good side to it.. for example, being lonely makes you strife for attention.. being unhappy makes you strife for friends.. being excluded prepares you for a brighter working experience.. nevertheless, you have friends beside you and all.. why not share with them?.. you can't contain it all alone!! CHEER UP!!
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