Saturday, May 24, 2008

Emo day...

Today, there's this Dodgeball Promo Tour in college. I wanted to play dodgeball so badly. Haihz.
But my friends didn't want to, so I get too restless and started disturbing everybody. (they are trying to study, because exams is going on) I wasn't feeling well lately....something's wrong with my body. Maybe it's because of my unhealthy diet. haihz. My body starts to ache. My stomach hurts sometimes. I lost my appetite, feel like puking after every meal. I got the feeling like I'm gonna die. =(

Oh well, so after emo-ing in the library, I went out to watch people playing dodgeball. Markus came out looking for me, the out came John, Tze Kwang, Michael and Jin. Hmm...they know that I wanted to play dodgeball THAT badly....so they wanted to cheer me up. ^^ It's good to have friends like them. Alas! I finally get to put my hands on a Dodgeball. We trashed the 1st game....and got trashed in the second game. XD

Very good experience though. Very satisfying. Yummy~!

After that, we went to clean ourselves up and go back to study. Roughly 6.30pm, we went dinner and wants some entertainment after that. We went to JS.net for a few rounds of Dota. Everything went well before something stupid happend. Haihz...
Screwed my mood. Dammit! AHHHH!!!!!! STUPID YOU!!!!!!

...............mayb it's because of the pressure building up inside me. I've never been pushed this hard in any exams before. Now I understand why people will be so dissapointed after getting bad results. It's because the effort they put in doesn't bring them the supposed results. Quite sad hor? Life's that sucky. Oh well, I experiencing bit by bit....

Well, what can I say....people like me is considered very VERY fortunate. Unlike people who have to worried their next meal after finishing every meal. I got a nice family, basic needs and even some sort of luxury.....what can I ask for more? =[

-loyz-

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